Hmmm

Just got back from class so I just thought I'd blog a bit before major study time.

So again, the weeks are winding down fast. Finals are coming up and I really need a sudden motivation to study even harder. Right now I'm kind of like mehhh which I definitely should not be. Currently listening to a podcast on Tennis news and analyzations of players and the current tour status. As I study for finals, I think about my future and what I'm going to do with my life. One of my friends asked me "How are you going to propose to your future wife?" and I'm like uhhhhh that's way too far ahead and there's so many variables and stuff. I kinda feel that way about my future. Only, I really need to start preparing for it now. I can't just go along everyday pretending I'll be in school forever. Everything I do now counts, for real. Decisions actually have a lasting effect now. Can't just play around anymore. It's go time. I wish I had kept this mindset from the beginning of the year and stuck to it. Well, it's better late than never! Hmmm I may have just found my motivation...from myself hahaha.